Showing posts with label work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label work. Show all posts

Monday, November 21, 2011

I am thankful

I am thankful. For a new job at MACYS, downtown, and when I exit the building I find myself in a whirl of winter wonderland, crisp air slapping my leathered cheeks.

I am thankful to come home, to a house that is a home, full of people enjoying a Thanksgiving meal, and that our Land lord and her mother (owner of the house who spent 30 Thanksgivings here) came, to have food to share and save for leftovers, to have good conversation that continued to refer to scripture and the goodness and Joy of the Lord, and that cleaning became a room mate bonding time that led to shot glasses of organic apple cider and prayer over our week and other roommates.

I am thankful that my family is here, that I get to see my brother before he returns to China, that my parents live close enough for me to see them whenever I need, that my cousins Nick and Mandy let me be a part of their family night and welcome me into their heart and home always, and that my sister, though she is far away, is one of my closest friends.

I am thankful that I have such amazing friends, who love me in such amazing ways, who tell me stories and keep me up at night, who call me randomly, who send me notes that make me happy, that teach me about being a wife, and show me through their lives and responses how to be a woman who serves the Lord.

I am thankful that I serve a God who loves unconditionally, and gives graciously, and lavishes lovey things, who responds in gentleness and controls in greatness and surprises with consistency, who places me where I need to be and knows me better than I do myself, who takes great delight in me and in the very little things that bring me delight and that he is the center of my very delight.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

To Enjoy Life.

I am commonly a person who enjoys the things I do. Now, I might not show that emotion to you, it might be hard for you to read me. But, if I am to speak about a thing, I am usually to express joy about it.

My freshman year, my RA was asking me questions, guiding me I think to ponder my future. She asked what I enjoyed doing. And I said, well, everything. I enjoyed doing everything that I did. I enjoyed cleaning toilets at my Janitor job. I enjoyed working with kids and serving behind the scene. I enjoyed being alone and having people in my room. But it got me thinking. Did I really enjoy all these things? Did I enjoy cleaning toilets or was I simply having a good attitude?

I began to understand that day that there is a difference between choosing to enjoy things, and naturally enjoying something because the depths of me was created to enjoy that thing. And I have been on, and am continuing on this journey of discovering the things that I enjoy without trying. This blog will be me processing through that. A look at my life, as I try to figure it out. And as I enjoy it. Come along on the ride with me!